Oct 23, 2004 13:57
hummm
things are weird now
me and bridgette are talking now bc she heard something that wasnt true
plus she believes this low life of a boy that we call tom brazilian..ill call him "it" bc he isnt worth a name...
i hate him..i hate him so much..i never really hated someone b4.maybe just dislike a lot..but i could see us being frineds again or saying sorry but no this is very different..i could see myslef sticking a thousand knifes into his heart...honestly...i hate him no im sorry "it"
things are mostly downhill now
the only positive right now for me are rj and some people
ashley and shari and i are frineds well its not like we werent ...we jst werent talking
so im extremely happy about that
rj just been there for me with everything<333
jsut "people" im gereral have been getting to me...if its been stupid rumor they make up, stupid comments, just stupid things..why do people have time for this? am i really worth your time? honestly this is all just rediculious completly
rj <333