kind of like embarsed of listening to this

[rockxoutxtime]

i need a ride to xiu xiu saturday ..

i hate how i want to talk to this(these) girl(s)
but i am afraid to because
i think they will judge me on what i look like ?

its weird how many girls dont like red jackets and black jeans at my school
some girls asked me if i was goth , but they are nice and i am totally cool with them , s o i smiled

i know what i want
i think
i do
and its someone to be with me alot , i know i am with my friends and stuff every weekend but i mean someone who i can be with like all the time or something
. i think thats what i want , then i wont get over them after a week , sorry .