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[rockxoutxtime]

i need to stop
falling
into deep deep deep orifices empty with notthing but in hand
a darling girl
thinking its life or death i stay but usually i find rope
matches
another darlings long stringy (or short) hair
to pull me out
but i dont understand
how i can be in so many at once
or like .. two .
..
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my room has becoem the forest you read about in books .
next thing you know chimps and elephants will be stomping on my scattered life
on my floor
i mean that in a literal term
not like "my shatered broken heart in autumns coming season for i have no one to hold cauase im gay" way

but i caught a grasshopper . i have been studieng his movements and reactions too music . so far i do not wish to reveal my studies

there are bugs all over
how did this happen ifeel sick

im seeing radiohead tomorrow
pleasplease please me