katies plant in the window
I have so many things to do.
Six days until my last day at ISU.
Its gonna be fucking weird to be home agin with my cranky mother and and someone to respond to. I fucking hated ISU when I first got here. I counted down the days until each weekend and every break I had away. I don't hate it anymore, but I also don't love it. ISU taught me some stuff that I probably wouldn't have learned if I just would have been perfectly content somewhere else.
Like, I dunno- how to hold my liquor, and the kickass people take awhile to find...but that doesnt mean that the rest of the people on the way to finding them dont do a significant amount of ass kicking themselves....and that I dont want to be average, cuz average is easy. I'm pretty sure I've changed since I've been here, and bad or good its a change, and eventaully the bad shifts to good. Especially with the sun coming out all soon and whatnot.
Summer looking forward to times:
Warp tour
Wisconsin with Bast
Trips to the lake
Trips to the riverfront
work at the pool
work somewhere else as well
frequent trips to Chicago
I really just wanna get shit right this time. I've been at this school almost a whole year and I kept blaming the things I hated on the location. But fuck that, its not always the location. So I guess its me, and I wanna be smart and I want to have that shop so getting started is actually yet another thing to look forward to.
Six days until my last day at ISU.
Its gonna be fucking weird to be home agin with my cranky mother and and someone to respond to. I fucking hated ISU when I first got here. I counted down the days until each weekend and every break I had away. I don't hate it anymore, but I also don't love it. ISU taught me some stuff that I probably wouldn't have learned if I just would have been perfectly content somewhere else.
Like, I dunno- how to hold my liquor, and the kickass people take awhile to find...but that doesnt mean that the rest of the people on the way to finding them dont do a significant amount of ass kicking themselves....and that I dont want to be average, cuz average is easy. I'm pretty sure I've changed since I've been here, and bad or good its a change, and eventaully the bad shifts to good. Especially with the sun coming out all soon and whatnot.
Summer looking forward to times:
Warp tour
Wisconsin with Bast
Trips to the lake
Trips to the riverfront
work at the pool
work somewhere else as well
frequent trips to Chicago
I really just wanna get shit right this time. I've been at this school almost a whole year and I kept blaming the things I hated on the location. But fuck that, its not always the location. So I guess its me, and I wanna be smart and I want to have that shop so getting started is actually yet another thing to look forward to.