Aug 06, 2006 02:11
so tonight i've had a couple of drinks and i'm in a generic emotional state. i want to call my sister. i want to call my mother. i want to hang out with my cousins. i want o hang out with my best friends. and i sit here being all unstable and i re-visit a couple of pics of courtney. the whole thing with her seems unreal. 6 years ago seems like a dream. i was a different person then. its all just fictional.....
i really don't think abou that time of my life anymore except once in a great while and i just feel old.