Hold it now.
I've been very blind lately for the past couple years.
I've been looking for something to make me feel complete.
But I've had it this whole time.
I guess I just thought no one could ever find something so pure, so young.
But I'm not even going to doubt it anymore.
Or ignore everything in my mind.
I've been happier in the past month than I have been in the past year.
And it feels so damn good.
I kinda fell apart yesterday over a fight I had with my Dad.
But I watched the sun come up today & remembered that a lot of people are dealing with way more than I will ever have to.
And I am so thankful for my life.
& I'm so sorry to those of you that I've been rude to, it was a shitty thing on my part.
[This sounds like some confession out of a lifetime movie. Sorry for being cheesy. I'm just really liking this feeling.]
I love you guys.