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so about that last post... i think my loose ways finally just caught up with me. i never cared before, because i didnt care what people thought about me... but then when someone actually came around who's opinion i did care about got turned off by rumors and word of mouth... i think it just set in that brooks was probably right. and so... i'm purging myself. and those people i lost touch with (i.e. realized what an ass i am and stopped answering my calls)... you'll be hearing from me soon. not for a lecture on why i need a second chance... but just to hear what i need to say to you... and then be removed from my life once and for all. even if it degrades me... you'll be made into a memory and then eventually lost in time.