Dec 06, 2004 06:23
why is it that i am only genuinely attracted to girls who are emotionally damaged or simply promiscuous. except for that one... the one thats just out of reach.
holy shit... am i emotionally damaged and promiscuous?
na. i think i just flirt too much... this fact has been reinforced several times.
including friday.
is it simply that what i'm looking for isn't near me?
will a new town solve the problem?
i doubt its a real solution, but it'd be nice for someone to tell me i'm wrong.
i dont like who i've become. and i almost judge my friends for still being supportive of me.
i feel compelled to help... but i have a strong sense of reserve. like i shouldn't be involved. i think i may find my emotions taking point... and my sensibility becoming long forgotten.