big effing update incoming.
so ... good weekend for me. i hung out with like... 50 girls at mary's friday. saturday i managed to land a job at niffer's, then the boys came home from baltimore that night. square-head rode in and it was amazing to see him... we made him go get a commie tattoo on his forearm. then monday we took him back. i saw ashley for the first time in i dont know when... stopped in on peter, jeremy, todd, etc and got my hurr did again. then i started class today... good stuff.
the summer was short. i cant figure out if its because i had so much fun... or just because i really didnt do anything. but it flew past me... and now i miss it. its funny how when im being lazy i just want to get back to school for some sort of a change to occur so i dont feel so useless, but as soon as that happens i instantly become upset over having to get up at a certain time of the morning. i guess the grass is always greener, right? i hung out alot more with everyone this summer, and really feel like we've grown even closer. its strange how we have this... hilarious borderline homosexual comfort level now. its like there are no boundaries on a joke being too far anymore... im gonna miss the hell out of everyone when they go, and i just see it closing in soooo fast. i try not to think about it... but ignoring the problem wont make it go away... which is all i did this summer, really. just ignore things and went with the flow... so those days are over. time to buckle down and get back focused on what i really want in life. so i'll let you guys know how that works out for me.
i wish distance wasnt existent. that all the people i love could be by my side forever and ever...
but some problems just dont have solutions.
the summer was short. i cant figure out if its because i had so much fun... or just because i really didnt do anything. but it flew past me... and now i miss it. its funny how when im being lazy i just want to get back to school for some sort of a change to occur so i dont feel so useless, but as soon as that happens i instantly become upset over having to get up at a certain time of the morning. i guess the grass is always greener, right? i hung out alot more with everyone this summer, and really feel like we've grown even closer. its strange how we have this... hilarious borderline homosexual comfort level now. its like there are no boundaries on a joke being too far anymore... im gonna miss the hell out of everyone when they go, and i just see it closing in soooo fast. i try not to think about it... but ignoring the problem wont make it go away... which is all i did this summer, really. just ignore things and went with the flow... so those days are over. time to buckle down and get back focused on what i really want in life. so i'll let you guys know how that works out for me.
i wish distance wasnt existent. that all the people i love could be by my side forever and ever...
but some problems just dont have solutions.