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My mind is all liquidy. I'll be more enthusiastic when it reverts back into a solid form. I finished my 150-question anthropology test in one sitting yesterday; from 1:30pm to 7:30pm I sat on the couch in the same exact position.. I didn't even get up to pee. It's sort of miraculous to me that I'm suddenly able to do all this schoolwork. It's not like I just decided to stop being lazy and push myself more; I've always tried to do that and it's always failed miserably. I don't know what it is. I've never been able to do this, ever. It could be the wellbutrin coupled with the prozac? I've never done two antidepressants at a time before. I hate the guessing game. I was so exhausted when I finished last night, but I knew if I went to sleep too early I'd wake up at like 2am and not be able to go back to sleep. So I planned on going to bed at like 11, but around ten I went upstairs to play my keyboard and pot that marv, and after that I was wide awake. I didn't go to sleep until three-something and I woke up at 5am this morning. Stupid marv. It's classified as a depressant, but every time I smoke at night, I find it to be almost impossible to go to sleep. I need to leave for class soon. I really enjoy anthropology. I wasn't even sure what it was when I signed up for it because if I had known, I would have taken it last quarter. But I'm glad I didn't because I would have failed miserably. My dog is eating breakfast with me.