this is very serious
short breif on cali.
-we're moving there... Nick maybe sooner than me
+i'm terrified of losing him because I can't up and leave right now.. although i'd love nothing more then to go start our lives now+
-his uncles.. amazing. i love them.
-we got thrown out of a gay bar. it was hilarious.
-we instantly belonged there.
-you have a chance to be a part of something there.
-you have a chance to live. out there.
-the reception was beautiful and fun. Nick was hills.
-we walked to Hollywood almost every night and just walked around.
-we've never been so depressed to be home. and it wasn't just the first day we came home.. we've been pissed off to be here since the day we got home.
-we could defintily do better in our feilds out there.
-no bugs.
-no humidity.
-no SMOKING.
-no talking on cell phones while driving.. that was weird.
-no need to drive.. public transportation is everywhere and cheaper.
-it was everything we ever dreamed of... and we now know that it is our home. This is where we live.. but California is our home.
[i know i mentioned nick moving out there before me. he suggested the thought of moving there in a matter of weeks to stay with his uncles and work and save and wait for me. i have 2 semesters left of free school until i get my degree.. and my dad. how can i leave. i don't want to be held down here. i want to live. and now is the time. what the hell do i do? i can't live with him being away. and i can't leave my dad. god. fuckin complications.]
.iwouldlovenothingmorethantopickupandleaverightnow.
only the young can say, they're free to fly away.
-we're moving there... Nick maybe sooner than me
+i'm terrified of losing him because I can't up and leave right now.. although i'd love nothing more then to go start our lives now+
-his uncles.. amazing. i love them.
-we got thrown out of a gay bar. it was hilarious.
-we instantly belonged there.
-you have a chance to be a part of something there.
-you have a chance to live. out there.
-the reception was beautiful and fun. Nick was hills.
-we walked to Hollywood almost every night and just walked around.
-we've never been so depressed to be home. and it wasn't just the first day we came home.. we've been pissed off to be here since the day we got home.
-we could defintily do better in our feilds out there.
-no bugs.
-no humidity.
-no SMOKING.
-no talking on cell phones while driving.. that was weird.
-no need to drive.. public transportation is everywhere and cheaper.
-it was everything we ever dreamed of... and we now know that it is our home. This is where we live.. but California is our home.
[i know i mentioned nick moving out there before me. he suggested the thought of moving there in a matter of weeks to stay with his uncles and work and save and wait for me. i have 2 semesters left of free school until i get my degree.. and my dad. how can i leave. i don't want to be held down here. i want to live. and now is the time. what the hell do i do? i can't live with him being away. and i can't leave my dad. god. fuckin complications.]
.iwouldlovenothingmorethantopickupandleaverightnow.
only the young can say, they're free to fly away.