Breath and start again
Bugger it would seem that unless I have a stream of goals my ability to function as a normal human being is zero. I'm not sure what came first, my need to fill my life with goals, or a life full of goals and an inability to come down off the buzz they give me.
I've finished my most recent college course. It was great, I've started the next one......
I'm now expanding the whole mother orientated education by training to be an antenatal teacher. The idea of being able to work with parents from early pregnancy through to baby being 6 months old really appeals. I'm now qualified to do the birth to 6 months bit so I just need to master the pregnancy to birth bit. This means getting to work with couples which is a bit scary. I've never really had to think about partners before.
In other news I'm crazy busy with the postnatal work and the monsters are keeping me seriously busy. They are going through a really crazy, super affectionate phase. When I'm not screaming at them to get off the highest shelves (really don't want to visit a&e right now), I'm being covered in snot flavoured kisses. Littlest monster is growing up way too fast. Girls really don't like being children. I seem to have spawned a ready made, miniature adult. She can't talk, but boy can she make herself understood!!!!