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i lie alone on bed, waiting for him to come home. i wonder how my life will turn out if i did not agree to meet up with him then. the darkest period of my life, when i got out of a very complicated relationship, bail outta school. broke and desperately looking for a job. i was sad most of the time, cry myself silly over a guy. every.fucking.night. life was a mess and i clearly have no idea how to go on.
then he came along. hang out and simpang almost everynight. how he bought me flowers on the first date,the mac drive thru and the first kiss. we held hands throughout movie, and things got a lil confusing, and one night, he asked "what are we now?"
we both just got out of relationships. him a 4yr long one. but we needed each other. be it for comfort or company, i dont know. the only thing i know was we were happy together. and before i gave him my answer, on the way to the airport to pick his mom. i told him bout my ex and the 1yr. whether or not, he can accept. his reaction was a major load off my chest. and since then we've been together most of the time. seeing each other everyday without getting sick of it. i see how much effort he put into snip avenue/us. him being there when my greatgrandfather left. got involved in an accident. how we can be so anal to each other but laugh it off the next min, how we never go to sleep being angry with each other #4...but but relationship is never smooth sailing. we had our fair share of downs. probably more than usual couples all the issues over the ex, and how working together is a headache cos we got different views on many things. constantly getting into arguments over shop. misunderstandings. and how living together can be such chore. last month proved to be the worst, but we pulled through. we stayed on.
2 years back i hated his guts. but now he plays such an important role in my life. what a twist.
things been fab and i hope it stays like this
i heard his car downstair, gotta go surprise him!
with all my love,happy 1/2 year jeb.
then he came along. hang out and simpang almost everynight. how he bought me flowers on the first date,the mac drive thru and the first kiss. we held hands throughout movie, and things got a lil confusing, and one night, he asked "what are we now?"
we both just got out of relationships. him a 4yr long one. but we needed each other. be it for comfort or company, i dont know. the only thing i know was we were happy together. and before i gave him my answer, on the way to the airport to pick his mom. i told him bout my ex and the 1yr. whether or not, he can accept. his reaction was a major load off my chest. and since then we've been together most of the time. seeing each other everyday without getting sick of it. i see how much effort he put into snip avenue/us. him being there when my greatgrandfather left. got involved in an accident. how we can be so anal to each other but laugh it off the next min, how we never go to sleep being angry with each other #4...but but relationship is never smooth sailing. we had our fair share of downs. probably more than usual couples all the issues over the ex, and how working together is a headache cos we got different views on many things. constantly getting into arguments over shop. misunderstandings. and how living together can be such chore. last month proved to be the worst, but we pulled through. we stayed on.
2 years back i hated his guts. but now he plays such an important role in my life. what a twist.
things been fab and i hope it stays like this
i heard his car downstair, gotta go surprise him!
with all my love,happy 1/2 year jeb.