boooo to being single...
i just got the answer on wheel of fortune... how exciting. go me, wish i was really playing and getting the money though. so i never update anymore. i just don't feel like it usually. i also find that nothing changes so it would always say the same thing.
something has changed and it makes me sad. i am single once more. this is not a good time. i love her so much and its hard to want to be with someone that bad when she thinks we can't/shouldn't be together. ugh. not fun. i guess if its meant to be then it will be. i just don't want to wait. i want to know the future now. the sad thing is if i was a boy then this wouldn't be a problem. we would be engaged and we would get married some day and everything would be fine. i'm not a boy tho so it sucks. thank you mom and dad for making me a girl. i don't know if it would be good for me to talk to her when i want to be with her so bad. i mean i always want to talk to her but i think it will hurt me too much. i want to be there for her if she needs me though. i know this is rough for her too. ahh... i am done about this subject i guess.
i went to lunch with wifey today and that was pretty fun. i should be stuying right now, but its hot and i can't concentrate on anything because i am thinking about other stuff. maybe tomorrow will be better.
hope everyone else is awesome.
one day at a time...
something has changed and it makes me sad. i am single once more. this is not a good time. i love her so much and its hard to want to be with someone that bad when she thinks we can't/shouldn't be together. ugh. not fun. i guess if its meant to be then it will be. i just don't want to wait. i want to know the future now. the sad thing is if i was a boy then this wouldn't be a problem. we would be engaged and we would get married some day and everything would be fine. i'm not a boy tho so it sucks. thank you mom and dad for making me a girl. i don't know if it would be good for me to talk to her when i want to be with her so bad. i mean i always want to talk to her but i think it will hurt me too much. i want to be there for her if she needs me though. i know this is rough for her too. ahh... i am done about this subject i guess.
i went to lunch with wifey today and that was pretty fun. i should be stuying right now, but its hot and i can't concentrate on anything because i am thinking about other stuff. maybe tomorrow will be better.
hope everyone else is awesome.
one day at a time...