Ryan Irvin Peterson
Hes baaaackk!!
I get a myspace message from him.. haven't heard from him in a year. Last thing I said to him was don't speak to me or write me unless you have something good to say about your life... after finding out he was arrested for burglary.
the message said something like... Hi how are you. I've been thinking a lot about you and wanted to see how you were doing. Write back but I understand if you dont.
I write back.. after 10 minutes at staring at my screen.. I write... Hi how are you.
I get a long message back about how hes in Ft myers and his cousin just died. He wanted to see what was going on in my life.
I gave him my number cause I was tired of the gap left in our messages. He makes me crazy.
He called. We talked for a long time.
I guess he JUST got out of jail. He's super christian man now (most men who leave prison are though aren't they?) He says he's starting his life over. He realizes who the important people are. He hates what hes done to me and my family. He is SO sorry for hurting me the way I did. I wasn't just another girl to him.
He talked alot.. he was quite nervous to be talking to me. He wants to talk to my mom soon and tell her how sorry he is. He wants to get to know me again.
SOOOO I love him. And am going to have a hard time trying to be "guarded" and not let him too deep into my life again.. atleast not for a long time. I hate how much I love him sometimes.. I really really do.
While I was in bed last night all I could think about is how I wanted to keep talking to him. Keep telling him about me. Getting to know one another again. Falling in love agian. swasdfkajshgafds;gfgdf
We'll see. Thats kind of where we left things. He wants me to forgive him and I said we'll see how you do with your life. Words mean nothing with you .. so we'll see.
I get a myspace message from him.. haven't heard from him in a year. Last thing I said to him was don't speak to me or write me unless you have something good to say about your life... after finding out he was arrested for burglary.
the message said something like... Hi how are you. I've been thinking a lot about you and wanted to see how you were doing. Write back but I understand if you dont.
I write back.. after 10 minutes at staring at my screen.. I write... Hi how are you.
I get a long message back about how hes in Ft myers and his cousin just died. He wanted to see what was going on in my life.
I gave him my number cause I was tired of the gap left in our messages. He makes me crazy.
He called. We talked for a long time.
I guess he JUST got out of jail. He's super christian man now (most men who leave prison are though aren't they?) He says he's starting his life over. He realizes who the important people are. He hates what hes done to me and my family. He is SO sorry for hurting me the way I did. I wasn't just another girl to him.
He talked alot.. he was quite nervous to be talking to me. He wants to talk to my mom soon and tell her how sorry he is. He wants to get to know me again.
SOOOO I love him. And am going to have a hard time trying to be "guarded" and not let him too deep into my life again.. atleast not for a long time. I hate how much I love him sometimes.. I really really do.
While I was in bed last night all I could think about is how I wanted to keep talking to him. Keep telling him about me. Getting to know one another again. Falling in love agian. swasdfkajshgafds;gfgdf
We'll see. Thats kind of where we left things. He wants me to forgive him and I said we'll see how you do with your life. Words mean nothing with you .. so we'll see.