Aug 18, 2009 01:27
1. I have just accidently knocked everything off my desk.. awesome!
2. Saw Harry Potter.. meh it was ok.
3. I'm caught in an awkward place. A place I fear I will be in for a long time.
I'm caught between being fun,carefree, crazy, and just plain young... and following my dreams of being a ballroom dancer.. owning a studio.. being a champion.. being known.. This dream is costing me a social life. I have another job which is my main income.. which isn't much.
I feel I give all of my time to this Dog Day Care and I get nothing back... I feel I give ALOT of my time and ALOT of my gas money to this dance studio and I get NOTHING back.
Its frustrating. I have no money to go out and do lots of crazy things. I feel I have to sacrifice friendships and/or hanging out with those friends because I'm to busy trying to be content with my current jobs ( that I want to turn into careers) as;dghafdgadfg
I'm depressed. I feel alone. I came home crying from my dance lesson. I'm tired.. and probably just PMSing.. seeing as I almost cried when I saw a preveiw for "Where The Wild Things Are"
WTF.