This has to be the worst time of my life
So much shit is going down...most of which has taken place in the last week. So dont read. Its just me crying.
My grandpa is being taken off life support. As most of you know he lives in Ohio and my parents have been back and fourth a million times in the last month. My dad got back last night, they're all leaving tom. after Amy gets home from school. I have to stay home due to finals this coming week and my horrible job. I hate having to watch my dad cry like this. My aunt Annette had her pace-maker put back in this week. Its scary. Meanwhile my cousin Trina (Aunts daughter) got caught shoplifting, with the money to pay for w/e she stole. So shes in jail for retail fraud...and she had her 3yr old son with her. Who is now in the care of my Aunt and Uncle.(Mind you this is all on my dads side)
My unlce TJ had emergency surgeory on his pancerous (sp?) last night and they dont think he is going to make it. So theres reason number two they're going. My mom is soo upset. My aunt called her this morning telling her that she needed my mom to be there, she couldnt handle it alone. I also hate haveing to see my mom in so much pain. TJ is the youngest, I believe he isnt even 40 yet.
Meanwhile on the home front, my mom took in one of Amys friends. 1. It makes me miss Flea soo much especailly now with all this going on, I miss her like you wouldnt believe. 2. This friend has just taken advantage of my mom. Shes being picked up my soc. services tom and being taken out of Wayne County because wherever they place her she runs away with her boyfriend. it pisses me off. She leaves school after my mom drops her and amy off so they call asking where she is all the time. Shes putting a huge strain on our lives. and while I feel for her shes oinly making things for us difficult.
I hate my job. I cry almost everyday I work. The people I work with are some of the best people Ive ever met. However the people who shop @ meijer are assholes. I hate you if you shop there.
and no school for Kjo next semester I still owe $350 and they wont let me register w/o paying it off. and I dont evern have the money to fix my car let alone to pay off school. so Im also looseing my insurance after this month is over.
and we're not really having a christmas this year. with all the going back and fourth to Ohio no one can afford it. Which sucks but its ok. We at least have the kids done which is all that matters at this point.
this just sucks more than you know.