Square one
I'm trying to make a change in my life. I've (pretty much) been single for over a year now and I'm getting fed up with the superficial relationships I've had. I want something tangiable. Something a little deeper than, 'I like you, let's fuck.'
I was having an casual relationship with someone, but I ended it this weekend because I want to be open to the possibility of having something serious with someone. I also had hopes that the someone might be Cute Promoter Girl, but alas, when I made my move the other night, she informed me that I was the third boy who had made a play for her heart recently and that she had no time in her life for three men.
So instead of getting down about my luck with the ladies, I decided to take a few "happy pills" and dance until 8 a.m. in the morning. Nothing too crazy.
Although it'll probably be lonely for awhile, I feel like I have to start from square one before I meet someone who would actually be worth my time, and who might actually be into me in return.
I was having an casual relationship with someone, but I ended it this weekend because I want to be open to the possibility of having something serious with someone. I also had hopes that the someone might be Cute Promoter Girl, but alas, when I made my move the other night, she informed me that I was the third boy who had made a play for her heart recently and that she had no time in her life for three men.
So instead of getting down about my luck with the ladies, I decided to take a few "happy pills" and dance until 8 a.m. in the morning. Nothing too crazy.
Although it'll probably be lonely for awhile, I feel like I have to start from square one before I meet someone who would actually be worth my time, and who might actually be into me in return.