hell
today sucked!!!!! first thing i woke up and i was really sick
then i went to school and my senior friends are gone, today was there
last day i know ill miss mario and derrik they know how to make
anyone smile nomatter what is goning on!!!!!! n some of em are just
hot and they are gone:( but that was the better part of my day
well i have to do gay counceling shit with my parient and my mom is a fliken
lier the lady said she is not alloud to go in my room because it is
my own personal space and i am the one liveing in it so she aggrees. then
2 days later she goes through all my stuff and we got in this huge fight
today and i was about to jump out of the car whal she was driving, so we got to
work and i was in tears and ppl were like whats wrong and i started to cry harder
i only had to work for an hour me n holly got off early THANK GOD we went to
visit nick he is a cutie jilly is a lucky girl!!!!!!! then we went to my church
and i thought i threw my wallet in the garbag at 711 so we went back and had to surch the
garbage!!!! ewwwww!!! but i actually left it at work
i wish i could go back about 5 or so months when everything was ok and i was actually happy
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR if i were magic i could make wishes come true I WISH I WISH I WISH
but no wishing is not good enough nothing is ever good enough!!!!!! wtffffff
why when things get better must they get 1000000000000000 times worse than before????
someone out there must know so please help me i am an outcast my parents hate me
my mom basically told me that in the car she basically told me she is waiting for
me to screw up so i dont know what to do to show her i am a good kid and i
dont want to be bad it hurts that she doesnt know me even tho i tell her tings
she is clueless she doesnt even know me enough to trust me but i am going to bed early 2 nite
banana
then i went to school and my senior friends are gone, today was there
last day i know ill miss mario and derrik they know how to make
anyone smile nomatter what is goning on!!!!!! n some of em are just
hot and they are gone:( but that was the better part of my day
well i have to do gay counceling shit with my parient and my mom is a fliken
lier the lady said she is not alloud to go in my room because it is
my own personal space and i am the one liveing in it so she aggrees. then
2 days later she goes through all my stuff and we got in this huge fight
today and i was about to jump out of the car whal she was driving, so we got to
work and i was in tears and ppl were like whats wrong and i started to cry harder
i only had to work for an hour me n holly got off early THANK GOD we went to
visit nick he is a cutie jilly is a lucky girl!!!!!!! then we went to my church
and i thought i threw my wallet in the garbag at 711 so we went back and had to surch the
garbage!!!! ewwwww!!! but i actually left it at work
i wish i could go back about 5 or so months when everything was ok and i was actually happy
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR if i were magic i could make wishes come true I WISH I WISH I WISH
but no wishing is not good enough nothing is ever good enough!!!!!! wtffffff
why when things get better must they get 1000000000000000 times worse than before????
someone out there must know so please help me i am an outcast my parents hate me
my mom basically told me that in the car she basically told me she is waiting for
me to screw up so i dont know what to do to show her i am a good kid and i
dont want to be bad it hurts that she doesnt know me even tho i tell her tings
she is clueless she doesnt even know me enough to trust me but i am going to bed early 2 nite
banana