One of life's lessons, learned the hard way.
In some cases, like mine, you can spend your entire life trying to please and impress certain people, and no matter what, you will never be good enough. It just sucks when the only people disappointed in the kind of person you turned out to be happen to be the people who matter the most. I feel like all my life I've just been taking shit and not sticking up for myself, because it's easier that way, and the conflict gets resolved. But now comes the problem: I 'm just so tired of taking shit. All the time. I mean, I realize shit happens, and I'm not trying to be dramatic, but when the hell is the fucking karma going to come back around? Right now I honestly don't think I could ever get far enough away from here. So today I've decided that from now on, I'm just going to be a good person, the person I want to be. I'm going to make my own decisions, and I've realized that has to be enough, because sometimes that's all you've got, is yourself. I'm just so tired.