long time no posty posty
aahhh, so i didn't post because most of the things on my mind at the time were stacey related and i didn't want to talk about that since she reads this, or read this, i don't know how interested she will be anymore. anyway, things got serious, mostly my fault, and normally i would have probably been cool with it, but yeah i just got a divorce and i wasn't. i wanted to be but i wasn't. do i regret breaking up with stacey? yeah, sometimes. but i knew i would. i could be an asshole and beg for her back and then a week later break up again and then a week later......yeah you get the idea...and i care about her too much to do that. anyway, i think maybe in a couple years when she has grown up a little and i have also, i might could do it again, but no time soon....and since i have never gotten back together with anyone (for longer than a week...::cough cough::) that i have gone out with before, it probably won't happen, i am just saying....get off my back damn you!!
whew, so yeah that is over, i was really stressed out about it, and when i did it she pretty much acted like she didn't care, so i was like why was i concerned if she liked me this much we could have kept dating cause it was clearly not serious at all...but upon talking to john and her again later, i think she did care, maybe...who knows. anyway on to other things....
i almost have my room set up!! woohoo, cleaning house today, not really diligently but i am doing it dammit. anyway, got my tv stand put together this weekend, and got my tv and my surround sound set up (mostly)...just moving the gaming systems and plugging everything in...
other than that, it looks like this x.pt//worship.experience thing is going to get off the ground around mid september, i am so friggin excited about it. i met with kevin yesterday, it was fun times. more on that later as it develops......
i got my ears pierced; its true; i missed my eyebrow ring and i had to have something, so when eric and stacy went to the tatt place i followed suit, 10 gauge. their big, i'm gonna stretch em a little too. :)
so yeah other than that, i think i am in love......his name is hank....hopefully alison will just understand.
i have got to get back to cleaning eh
indeed
i love you, i do.
whew, so yeah that is over, i was really stressed out about it, and when i did it she pretty much acted like she didn't care, so i was like why was i concerned if she liked me this much we could have kept dating cause it was clearly not serious at all...but upon talking to john and her again later, i think she did care, maybe...who knows. anyway on to other things....
i almost have my room set up!! woohoo, cleaning house today, not really diligently but i am doing it dammit. anyway, got my tv stand put together this weekend, and got my tv and my surround sound set up (mostly)...just moving the gaming systems and plugging everything in...
other than that, it looks like this x.pt//worship.experience thing is going to get off the ground around mid september, i am so friggin excited about it. i met with kevin yesterday, it was fun times. more on that later as it develops......
i got my ears pierced; its true; i missed my eyebrow ring and i had to have something, so when eric and stacy went to the tatt place i followed suit, 10 gauge. their big, i'm gonna stretch em a little too. :)
so yeah other than that, i think i am in love......his name is hank....hopefully alison will just understand.
i have got to get back to cleaning eh
indeed
i love you, i do.