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Wow. Where do I begin. I'm not sure why I still vent in this thing but it's kinda all I have right now...
STORY:
Today (technically yesterday because of the time), I was supposed to have chill time with Krys, Patty, AJ, and Troy before going to dinner at the Cheesecake Factory with Molly, Josh, Anne, Matt, Mike, and David. It was supposed to be my last day with Troy and the last day the girlfriends had with the boyfriends before us girls headed off to San Diego. Woke up. Was happy, because Troy was my wake up call. Couldn't ask for a better one right? Cleaned the house. Waited for everyone to come. Krys, Patty, and AJ were an hour late and showed up at 3pm. They were supposed to chill like like 4 or 5 because Troy and I were supposed to then go to dinner. It was 4 and Troy still hadn't called me. Was kinda wondering where he was. So I called him and he said he wouldn't be able to get to my house til like 5 at the earliest. So I called Matt, Anne, Mikey, and David and told them that Molly, Josh, Troy, and I wouldn't be able to leave the house til 5 meaning we'd get to Brea Mall at like 5:30pm. Waited til 5. No Troy. Called him like 20 times (yes literally.) no answer. AJ called him and he told AJ that he was at the hospital. Why couldn't he tell me that? Molly yelled at me about waiting for Troy so I yelled back for her to "just fuckin leave me then" so she did. I called Anne and them and told them that Troy and I wouldn't be able to make dinner. Sad thing was this was MY dinner party that I wasn't showing for. I stayed home. Cried. Had no one to call. So I called Sean and he basically told me off. Went a little like this.
Sean: I'll take you to dinner to get your mind off of things. You just need to relax right now.
Amie: Umm...
S: Cmon babe! Anywhere you want! My treat. :)
A: I don't know if Troy would like that so much. Might seem like a date or something.
S: ... Look at how much shit you've given up for him. All the shit you do for him. You decided to kick your friends outta your house so that you could have dinner with your precious TROY. You made Matt and them wait another hour to wait for this TROY. You got in yet another fight with your sister for TROY... You're now at home, when you should be out. All these sacrifices for this TROY and you didn't even see him. He didn't even call you. You were like this when you were with JJ too. Then you and JJ broke up and things were great. Back to normal. Now you're with Troy and it's like you're with JJ all over again. You don't drink, or smoke, or party. You're not even yourself anymore. All this for a guy. Is he worth it? Losing everything. Your family, your friends, YOURSELF baby?
A: ....
Boy did that make my day even better. But it gets WORSE. I'm pretty sure that I cried myself to sleep because I was crying after Sean basically hung up on me, then the next thing I know, Vickie is calling me asking me what's wrong and I'm yelling at her to leave me alone and to let me go back to sleep. Sorry Vickie. I still love you MUCHO. Now it's 4am and Troy still hasn't called me. A part of me is still expecting him to call. Waiting kinda. But the other part is telling me to fuck it. To drug myself to sleep. I'm supposed to be happy. I'm going to a MAJOR concert in a couple hours with The killers, Death Cab, Dashboard and a whole bunch of other bands I love. Yet I'm not happy. I'm not content with things. Hahaha. To all the bitches at school that think Miss Amie leads a perfect life...THINK AGAIN BITCHES. Even the pretty girls get let down. Even the popular bitches get hurt. Even the meanest whores cry.
STORY:
Today (technically yesterday because of the time), I was supposed to have chill time with Krys, Patty, AJ, and Troy before going to dinner at the Cheesecake Factory with Molly, Josh, Anne, Matt, Mike, and David. It was supposed to be my last day with Troy and the last day the girlfriends had with the boyfriends before us girls headed off to San Diego. Woke up. Was happy, because Troy was my wake up call. Couldn't ask for a better one right? Cleaned the house. Waited for everyone to come. Krys, Patty, and AJ were an hour late and showed up at 3pm. They were supposed to chill like like 4 or 5 because Troy and I were supposed to then go to dinner. It was 4 and Troy still hadn't called me. Was kinda wondering where he was. So I called him and he said he wouldn't be able to get to my house til like 5 at the earliest. So I called Matt, Anne, Mikey, and David and told them that Molly, Josh, Troy, and I wouldn't be able to leave the house til 5 meaning we'd get to Brea Mall at like 5:30pm. Waited til 5. No Troy. Called him like 20 times (yes literally.) no answer. AJ called him and he told AJ that he was at the hospital. Why couldn't he tell me that? Molly yelled at me about waiting for Troy so I yelled back for her to "just fuckin leave me then" so she did. I called Anne and them and told them that Troy and I wouldn't be able to make dinner. Sad thing was this was MY dinner party that I wasn't showing for. I stayed home. Cried. Had no one to call. So I called Sean and he basically told me off. Went a little like this.
Sean: I'll take you to dinner to get your mind off of things. You just need to relax right now.
Amie: Umm...
S: Cmon babe! Anywhere you want! My treat. :)
A: I don't know if Troy would like that so much. Might seem like a date or something.
S: ... Look at how much shit you've given up for him. All the shit you do for him. You decided to kick your friends outta your house so that you could have dinner with your precious TROY. You made Matt and them wait another hour to wait for this TROY. You got in yet another fight with your sister for TROY... You're now at home, when you should be out. All these sacrifices for this TROY and you didn't even see him. He didn't even call you. You were like this when you were with JJ too. Then you and JJ broke up and things were great. Back to normal. Now you're with Troy and it's like you're with JJ all over again. You don't drink, or smoke, or party. You're not even yourself anymore. All this for a guy. Is he worth it? Losing everything. Your family, your friends, YOURSELF baby?
A: ....
Boy did that make my day even better. But it gets WORSE. I'm pretty sure that I cried myself to sleep because I was crying after Sean basically hung up on me, then the next thing I know, Vickie is calling me asking me what's wrong and I'm yelling at her to leave me alone and to let me go back to sleep. Sorry Vickie. I still love you MUCHO. Now it's 4am and Troy still hasn't called me. A part of me is still expecting him to call. Waiting kinda. But the other part is telling me to fuck it. To drug myself to sleep. I'm supposed to be happy. I'm going to a MAJOR concert in a couple hours with The killers, Death Cab, Dashboard and a whole bunch of other bands I love. Yet I'm not happy. I'm not content with things. Hahaha. To all the bitches at school that think Miss Amie leads a perfect life...THINK AGAIN BITCHES. Even the pretty girls get let down. Even the popular bitches get hurt. Even the meanest whores cry.