Wow I REALLY haven't written in here.
SORRY SORRY SORRY! For not posting on LJ for like YEARS. I'll give you guys an update now.
I don't remember the last time I wrote in this thing to tell you the truth.
Well haha I have a boyfriend now. He means the world to me. LITERALLY. His name is Jeffery-John. I call him JJ. I really do love him. I wouldn't say that about most boyfriends. Especially ones that I haven't been with that long (JJ and I made it to a month as of the 21st which was yesterday) but I love him. I don't wanna sound all ugly but usually it's the guys that worry about losing me, but with JJ it's different. I'm sooooo scared of losing him. I've had one or two serious boyfriends before but he's different. When I'm not with him I'm constantly thinking about him and wondering what he's doing. I would spend basically every day with him if I could but he lives like 45 mins away. I had this one dream where he cheated on me and I knew it was just a dream yet it still made me cry. I don't cry very often. Hardly at all. But it's so hard to even think of not having him around. Life has been SUCH crap lately. Like you have no idea. But I'm making it. Slowly. With the help of JJ. Thanks baby. I love you.
Well I have school in like 4 hours so I'll hopefully get to write more later. I love my LJ babies and my baby JJ.
I don't remember the last time I wrote in this thing to tell you the truth.
Well haha I have a boyfriend now. He means the world to me. LITERALLY. His name is Jeffery-John. I call him JJ. I really do love him. I wouldn't say that about most boyfriends. Especially ones that I haven't been with that long (JJ and I made it to a month as of the 21st which was yesterday) but I love him. I don't wanna sound all ugly but usually it's the guys that worry about losing me, but with JJ it's different. I'm sooooo scared of losing him. I've had one or two serious boyfriends before but he's different. When I'm not with him I'm constantly thinking about him and wondering what he's doing. I would spend basically every day with him if I could but he lives like 45 mins away. I had this one dream where he cheated on me and I knew it was just a dream yet it still made me cry. I don't cry very often. Hardly at all. But it's so hard to even think of not having him around. Life has been SUCH crap lately. Like you have no idea. But I'm making it. Slowly. With the help of JJ. Thanks baby. I love you.
Well I have school in like 4 hours so I'll hopefully get to write more later. I love my LJ babies and my baby JJ.