Aug 29, 2004 16:10
you know, when i was in school, i always felt invisible. people were my friends but they just didnt see me. and i felt so isolated, even when i was surrounded by the people i loved. because they were older, and moving up, and on, and doing great things with their lives and i felt like i was stuck. because musicians dont save the world, or even really help it.
and even now, when i cant walk down the street or go anywhere in public without someone noticing me and stopping me to say they like my music. even now i feel invisible. only one person saw me as me, for a bit. and love me for it. and now i'm about to loose him forever.
marriage is a bloody awful thing.
besides, i'd make a much better partner than that twat.