this is for you.

[rockstarkelly]

i'm so fucking sick of all my friends. except for christi, but that's a givein. she's my fucking soul mate, and i don't mean that in a lesbian way, either, pervert. actions are louder than words. maybe i had too many high expectations of everyone. i don't know. but it's done. and they hurt me. and i'm sick of worrying or complaining about it. or thinking about it and wondering why it all happened. and in any case, i'm moving and i'm starting new. and maybe, it's okay cause ppl change and friends become strangers. and in order to grow up you HAVE to move on...right? i'm not in a rush to be on my own, but i AM in a rush to see the world and to figure out who the hell i am and what the hell i want. i just know i can't do that here.

so don't waste my time anymore. don't treat me like dirt. and don't think for one second that ANY OF YOU deserve a second chance. if you care enough, prove it to me. if not, good bye scum suckers. it was nice knowing you...

and im done with this live journal shit. im putting the past behind me and taking the lessons that i've learned with me. i don't know what the hell im going to do when i move to philly. i don't know where i'll go after that or how long i'll stay there.

but i do know wherever i go, i'll be okay. i'll be more than okay. i just need to slip away right now...