this is all about my Mars...
So last night was a lot of fun. I haven't seen Dani, Lori, OR Sarah R. in a loonnnnnnggg time. We went to Starbucks and caught up on each other's lives. Those girls are awesome.
Anyways, I am getting really nervous about going away to school and Mario being here. I don't know. Like, I don't want anything to change, and I am afraid I might start thinking something absurd, or I will just get too frustrated with the whole situation. I only get three weekends off a semester I believe, or maybe thats for the whole year. Either way, I won't be able to come home very often. And I don't know. I hate going a day without REALLY getting to talk to him or hangout together. It's something I am incredibly incredibly worried about. I just know this is too good to be true, and I am going to mess it up somehow. Or this was just a taste of something awesome, and it will be taken away from me in a while. I'll do anything for that not to happen. Anything. Oh please. I could cry right now. But, like Dani said last night...if we make it through this...we will be A-OK.
Everyday when we kiss for the first time I always get butterflies in my stomach, and my heart beats ultra fast. I love that. I love how that happens everytime.
I love how he looks at me.
I'm sorry that this was all about Mars. But...I don't want to forget how I feel at this exact moment.
Anyways, I am getting really nervous about going away to school and Mario being here. I don't know. Like, I don't want anything to change, and I am afraid I might start thinking something absurd, or I will just get too frustrated with the whole situation. I only get three weekends off a semester I believe, or maybe thats for the whole year. Either way, I won't be able to come home very often. And I don't know. I hate going a day without REALLY getting to talk to him or hangout together. It's something I am incredibly incredibly worried about. I just know this is too good to be true, and I am going to mess it up somehow. Or this was just a taste of something awesome, and it will be taken away from me in a while. I'll do anything for that not to happen. Anything. Oh please. I could cry right now. But, like Dani said last night...if we make it through this...we will be A-OK.
Everyday when we kiss for the first time I always get butterflies in my stomach, and my heart beats ultra fast. I love that. I love how that happens everytime.
I love how he looks at me.
I'm sorry that this was all about Mars. But...I don't want to forget how I feel at this exact moment.