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So I haven't wrote in this thing in forever because I have my myspace but now I can't write about certain stuff in it because of certain friends...
So I LOVE L.A(some days) I really do want to go home but feel like I have to stay here so I don't let down everyone. Don't get me wrong, I am doing very well out here, I hang out with Rockstars and have some amazing friends..but I miss the amazing friends I have at home...I feel like everyone is forgetting about me..my best friend who I would talk to everyday at home never calls me and when I call her we really have nothing to talk about..it is very sad. I am going to school which I love the fact that I can say I go to UCLA ( one of the best schools in the country) but I HATE it..My classes are horrible and I am going to fail them anyways because my heart just isnt into it. My music class which I thought I would love is impossible..it would be easier if I was in the band and not working for the band. My teacher is hot though. My writting class is horrible and I am the only one from America in it..Tupac's new CD is coming out November 21st and I am actually really excited due to the fact that I am thanked ( first and last name unlike Paula DeAnda when it was just my first name)I honestly only liked one Tupac song but my heart is in this CD because I helped make it happen. I think I am going to get my nose pierced tonight or tomorrow night which I am scared and excited about...I have had it before and it hurt like hell, but I do miss it and my face looked really good with it. My band that I am working with is coming to town in 2 weeks, I want to have sex with every member of the band..how sad is that..i think it is because they are all so nice and all taken..haha. Work is horrible and I normally cant talk about it but I don't think anyone I work with knows I have LJ, I absolutely hate it, I love getting to go to the events and concerts but I work really hard and dont get any reconition, I get yelled at for the smallest things( not filling up my bosses humidifier,not putting the clean dishes in the cabinet. all stupid shit that is irrelant to my job) I finally found an apartment which I am really excited for w/ 2 amazing girls. I am stressed about paying all my bills. I unfortunately broke one of my front teeth when I first moved here and have so far spent $400 getting it fixed and have another $600 to go which really makes me mad...there are so many other things I could have spent that $ on but I had to go and break and tooth. I am actually starting to grow up which is awesome..I am 23 it is about time....
Well enough with this long entry..Peace out
So I LOVE L.A(some days) I really do want to go home but feel like I have to stay here so I don't let down everyone. Don't get me wrong, I am doing very well out here, I hang out with Rockstars and have some amazing friends..but I miss the amazing friends I have at home...I feel like everyone is forgetting about me..my best friend who I would talk to everyday at home never calls me and when I call her we really have nothing to talk about..it is very sad. I am going to school which I love the fact that I can say I go to UCLA ( one of the best schools in the country) but I HATE it..My classes are horrible and I am going to fail them anyways because my heart just isnt into it. My music class which I thought I would love is impossible..it would be easier if I was in the band and not working for the band. My teacher is hot though. My writting class is horrible and I am the only one from America in it..Tupac's new CD is coming out November 21st and I am actually really excited due to the fact that I am thanked ( first and last name unlike Paula DeAnda when it was just my first name)I honestly only liked one Tupac song but my heart is in this CD because I helped make it happen. I think I am going to get my nose pierced tonight or tomorrow night which I am scared and excited about...I have had it before and it hurt like hell, but I do miss it and my face looked really good with it. My band that I am working with is coming to town in 2 weeks, I want to have sex with every member of the band..how sad is that..i think it is because they are all so nice and all taken..haha. Work is horrible and I normally cant talk about it but I don't think anyone I work with knows I have LJ, I absolutely hate it, I love getting to go to the events and concerts but I work really hard and dont get any reconition, I get yelled at for the smallest things( not filling up my bosses humidifier,not putting the clean dishes in the cabinet. all stupid shit that is irrelant to my job) I finally found an apartment which I am really excited for w/ 2 amazing girls. I am stressed about paying all my bills. I unfortunately broke one of my front teeth when I first moved here and have so far spent $400 getting it fixed and have another $600 to go which really makes me mad...there are so many other things I could have spent that $ on but I had to go and break and tooth. I am actually starting to grow up which is awesome..I am 23 it is about time....
Well enough with this long entry..Peace out