its mind over matter and you dont matter
so tonight was actually not a good night..it should have been since i was at the relay for life wlaking for 4 hours but it wasnt...my boyfriends mom was there so i decided to call him to see what was going on..all i said to him was when are you coming to visit me next and all he said was I cant talk about it i have to go..which you wouldnt think was bad but i am the one that always has to let him go when we are talking no matter what so i was confused..i still don't know why but he has been acting weird lately..so then I called his brother who is in South Korea teaching and that was just an amazing conversation he talked to me in korean..i dont know what he said but it was cool..he did joke about me breaking up with his brother and date him when he comes back in 2 years..he makes $40 an hour i told him to stay forever..i think i might go visit him in october with his mom..we will see.. so about the Relay for Life..it was really cool in a way i wish i was still there but i just got depressed so decided to come home..well tomorrow i am doing movie marathon day..united 93 and american dreamz