Maybe I Just Need A Break..
I realized that my sickness has been caused by nothing but stress. Ive realized that Ive been focusing more on making everyone else happy, then I have myself. I cant be doing that. I need to do what I want to do. I need to do what makes me happy. Not everyone else. I think I'll spend the next few weeks focusing more on myself and my future then worrying about what everyone else is doing and thinking. Im hoping it will work out for the best.
Thomas is moving out to Clermont. I dont know how I feel about this. I know it will be good for him because he will have a place of his own and he will finally have a job that he likes. But I dont know what it will mean for us. He gureentees me that things will work out, that we will make them work out, but a part of me is doubting him. He wants me to move out there with him but I really have to focus on finishing school and start training to become a paramedic. He supports my decision, but we both dont know what the future brings. If there is a will, there is a way though, and I know we are both willing to do whatever we have to do to make things work.
Thomas is moving out to Clermont. I dont know how I feel about this. I know it will be good for him because he will have a place of his own and he will finally have a job that he likes. But I dont know what it will mean for us. He gureentees me that things will work out, that we will make them work out, but a part of me is doubting him. He wants me to move out there with him but I really have to focus on finishing school and start training to become a paramedic. He supports my decision, but we both dont know what the future brings. If there is a will, there is a way though, and I know we are both willing to do whatever we have to do to make things work.