(Untitled)

[rockstarashes]

I'm having one of those moments where I really feel like I can't handle all of this shit anymore. When I think about all the stuff I have to do between now and tuesday, I want to throw up.

On top of that, I'm kind of considering breaking up with Larry.

Comments

Re: So did you?

[rockstarashes]

Wow. I'm surprised this reached someone's eyes. I stopped writing here because I assumed no one was reading. I've been writing at the journal half_fiction (not sure if you really care but I thought I'd throw that out there. I've written quite a bit regarding my relationship with Larry and my feelings about the age difference and things in general)

I didn't break up with him. Last month we celebrated our one year anniversary and I couldn't be happier with my decision to stay with him. I occasionally still have moments where I'm unsure about the age thing but the way he makes me feel always trumps my fears. And it's funny how you wrote about wishing he was 39, because I would always find myself wishing that he was 29 because, for me, it seemed okay for a 20-year-old to be dating someone who was 29, but 30 was too old! haha.

I actually had emergency surgery three months ago and he was unbelievably incredible. First, he insisted on taking me to the emergency room (I was hesitant but turns out this was a really good idea) and then slept by my side that night, and the night after (when I had gotten out of surgery.) I am so thankful to have this wonderful man as my partner.