Apr 23, 2005 14:37
I CANT wait till summer, im going to be so busy with everything, but you know i dont care waht im doin as long as i dont have to go to school!!! I hate school its such a fruit-pie! it sux major donky butt, but yeah im sick and tired of all the drama that goes aalong with it im just tired of me! I wish my life was differeent, mabey i should run away to Amstersdam, or sneek off to live with Chad michael murray, omg i would do that in a heart beat! but anywhoo back to reliaty i went to the fair last night with my friend kayla, her bf chris, and chris brought his friend, Josh for me, it was the first "blind date" ive ever gone on and let me tell you how hottttttt he is, hes sorta a cowboy, but ill change that so ya, the only bummer is that he lives in Green Vally, but i guess chris and him are going to be hangin out a lot more, so who knows whats going to happen with that!!! :-)))))) Well see!!! Soyeah yall remember Brian right? the really sexy Senior i was dating there for like a lil bit-almost a year :,( (oh well) well he graduating in like three weeks, and weve sorta been flirting latly and he invited me to his graduation, so i dont know what to do, esp now that Josh is in the picture, but i think i will always love brian no matter what-this is so hard and i want to be able to say goodbye but im not sure what thats going to entail, and back to josh i dont know where thats going to be ion three weeks either, so i have a lot to contimplate and this week WILL be a good week ( imsending out postive vibs for everyone!) so hopefully things wi9ll work out for the best, and i kno that they way they happen, is the way there supposed to happen, evrything happens for a reason right!?! Well i have to go, im so fucking extatic about gayle and her whole fam damly coming over for B-B-Q OMG I JUST CANT WAIT (kill me now nice and fast), but the bright side is i have the car, if tehy really piss me off i can just leave their ass's, so yeah ill talk to you guys later! Mucho Amo -sarah (a.k.a-the best, most superest person in the world)