Isn't that just special....
Yep.
So in an interesting turn of events, I got all upset and nearly killed myself because I drank too much. That's fucking great. Thank God for good friends (?) that suprisingly took very good care of me and took me to the hospital. It was a really humiliating event and I think I've felt like shit about it for long enough. I realize that I need to make some changes in my life and I think I'm on a good track to fixing at least some of it. I am not proud of a lot of things I've done lately, but I definately have done a lot of growing up and sometimes you just need to learn from your mistakes.
Other than all that business, not a hell of a lot has happened. I'm still ridiculously torn about a certain situation. I feel like I need to make a decision soon and that is very scary cuz I feel like someone will be hurt and it will probably be me. I really wish things could be easier. That's just life.
Did I mention my hair is brown? Yep, definately colored it last Friday for the hell of it. Brown as in the color of rich milk chocolate with no blonde in it at all. I guess I wanted to see if I would look alright not being a "blonde party girl" and you know what? It actually looks pretty good. I haven't ever had it this dark and I have had it blonde for the last 10 years. Crazy.
Well time to do some studying, go visit Ryan, and hopefully go to bed.
Adios.
J
So in an interesting turn of events, I got all upset and nearly killed myself because I drank too much. That's fucking great. Thank God for good friends (?) that suprisingly took very good care of me and took me to the hospital. It was a really humiliating event and I think I've felt like shit about it for long enough. I realize that I need to make some changes in my life and I think I'm on a good track to fixing at least some of it. I am not proud of a lot of things I've done lately, but I definately have done a lot of growing up and sometimes you just need to learn from your mistakes.
Other than all that business, not a hell of a lot has happened. I'm still ridiculously torn about a certain situation. I feel like I need to make a decision soon and that is very scary cuz I feel like someone will be hurt and it will probably be me. I really wish things could be easier. That's just life.
Did I mention my hair is brown? Yep, definately colored it last Friday for the hell of it. Brown as in the color of rich milk chocolate with no blonde in it at all. I guess I wanted to see if I would look alright not being a "blonde party girl" and you know what? It actually looks pretty good. I haven't ever had it this dark and I have had it blonde for the last 10 years. Crazy.
Well time to do some studying, go visit Ryan, and hopefully go to bed.
Adios.
J