I'm outta here!
So i went to visit that maternity house, FatherHeart, on Friday. It's so beautiful! The house is huge and consists of 12 pregnant girls/woman. I had an interview with them on Friday and thankfully, they accepted me. I really wasnt that surprised becasue i'm pretty close to a girl that went there and she goes back to visit all the time. They're gonna have room for me around August 8, the day i find out if i'm having a boy or girl. The only thing about me leaving that week is that i wouldnt be able to go see andrew one more time before he comes home. My family is going up to see him the 11, 12, and 13. I have to see him. It's really aquward not seeing him every day. You would think that i would be used to it by now, not having him around, but i'm not. I used to smoke in his room after he left (no, not because i wanted to get him introuble, he wasnt even home, you punk!) and now i read to the baby in his room. Anyways! I think i'm going to go after the trip to Salt Lake. FatherHeart will understand. They're not going to recommend that i go earlier if it means i wont get to see Andrew.
My mom asked me if i wanted to have a "going away party" before i left, but really, i dont want one. I dont like a lot of people at my house anymore. Hahaha, having all those people (some unwanted, and knew it but still had the nerve to showed up... and i'm not talking about Chris or Jared.) at the house this past year kind of ruined it. Andrew and i dont like knowing that people we dont like have been in our house. We always say our house has been tanted by ____, and we just burst out laughing. We both miss having our friends there every Friday though. Friends = People we like. I cant emphasize that enough. We're never going to be able to get over the fact that specific people were at our house. Except, it was really baller when the fox came... mmmmm. Hahaha, they got there after we drank all the alcohol we were saving for him hahaha! Oh well... those good times have run their course and its time to move on.
If i see you before i leave then i'll probably say my bye's then... but if not, then i'll probably leave a "bye message" on my livejournal and myspace because now is just too soon.
My mom asked me if i wanted to have a "going away party" before i left, but really, i dont want one. I dont like a lot of people at my house anymore. Hahaha, having all those people (some unwanted, and knew it but still had the nerve to showed up... and i'm not talking about Chris or Jared.) at the house this past year kind of ruined it. Andrew and i dont like knowing that people we dont like have been in our house. We always say our house has been tanted by ____, and we just burst out laughing. We both miss having our friends there every Friday though. Friends = People we like. I cant emphasize that enough. We're never going to be able to get over the fact that specific people were at our house. Except, it was really baller when the fox came... mmmmm. Hahaha, they got there after we drank all the alcohol we were saving for him hahaha! Oh well... those good times have run their course and its time to move on.
If i see you before i leave then i'll probably say my bye's then... but if not, then i'll probably leave a "bye message" on my livejournal and myspace because now is just too soon.