People i miss and then some venting...

[rockstar2177]

I miss my brother more than ever. I need him here to be home, he understand the way i think and feel... not to mention we've never not been a real family for more than 5 weeks and he's been gone so much longer than that. I get to go up and see him in August and i cant wait. I get to show him the video of the sonogram i have coming up to see if i

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[imfuckingasian]

i would hang out with you if you called me. i have no idea what your work schedule is so i just asked you to call me whenever you're not working. all i do is sit at home pretty much and i really wanted to read harry potter to the baby growing in your belly when i got my book. but i guess apparently i am friends with you for the wrong reasons. i can't really see what those reasons are unless you consider me thinking you are a wonderful person and good friend that i enjoy confiding in and confinding in me. who has been there for me and kept me grounded as well as supplying fun and is always someone that is pleasant to be around that i love spending time with, well if you consider those the wrong reasons then i guess i don't know what the right reasons are.
as to what i said, i either worded it wrong or you misinterpreted it because you got the wrong message out of it and i made an attempt to explain what i meant in a reply where the original comments were left.
i hope you don't hate me and want to see me before you leave because i really want to hang out with you, but i figured you don't call because you either forget to or are working. so maybe i'll just call you, or wait until i know that you don't hate me and do want to hang out.

[rockstar2177]

whenever i call you and we make plans to hang out, you tell me you'll call me back but you never do... so i figure you dont really wanna hang out that much, which is fine, but it really doesnt seem like you want to or you would call me back when you say you will.

misinterpretations get me everytime...

[imfuckingasian]

i don't remember saying i'll call you back, but lately i have been kind of spacey and out of it, so it's very possible that i did say that and then went home and forgot, because i've been in a solitary mood for the past month or so. but either way, everytime we try to make plans you say "i have work this day and this day" so i thought i just told you to call me whenever you aren't working so we can hang out. but i guess maybe i didn't tell you that. well regardless... i am telling you nowwww, either give me weekly copies of your work schedule (haha!!!) so i know when i can hang out with you or just call me when you're not working. because i want to seeeee youououo and kira wants to hang out tooooo.
i drove by your house the other day but it was kind of early in the morning and i thought you were mad at me, so although i wanted to call to see what you were doing, i didn't.

[rockstar2177]

you told me you would call me back when you got into austin after seeing willie wanka to go to the harry potter thing and then again before that when you were going to the girls house that we watched the premeir of real world austin at... i forgot her name... hillary? haley? does it even start with an H? OLIVIA! i just remembered it!!! damn i'm good sometimes. but you can just call me whenever cause i honestly dont like hanging out with olivia and them... its not that i dont like them, i just dont like the drama they get themselves in and put other people in. THey're really nice to me, and they've never done anything wrong to me... i'm just really tired of drama. lately, it seems like its everywhere becuase of lana. but whatever... i do wanna see Kira! So call me when you're not with them. and kira can call me whenever also! If i'm not with shannon and daniela or colin, then i'm usually at home just chillaxin. holla!