May 01, 2003 10:53
wow this semester is moving so so fast! I cant believe that in one week I'm leaving McKee Hall! Im excited for the summer, of course! but it really is bittersweet. Kristen told us that she wasnt coming back next year. Im kind of upset, but I knew it was coming. I really think that its for the best, i want to see her succeed in school and in life. Im so happy that I was able to get to know her and hopefully we'll stay close over the years because it would break my heart to lose such an incredible sister. I'm so sad to be leaving! but we all made plans to see each other over the summer, which is fantastic! I cant wait! it will make the move away from each other easier. im so glad i have jessie at home and i cant wait to go on vacation!:) 52 days! woohoo!! the beach is calling my name, im ready to just throw myself into the sand and not move for like 10 hours. seriously. ANYHOO! i cant wait to get home to coach softball. i gotta get looking for a job, too, so Im gonna go put in an application at walmart and also check around at the mall and stuff, being that those two are my only options! which kind of sucks, but when youre a college student only home for the summer, what are ya gonna do? MALL! Im gonna babysit as well, of course! people are expecting it im sure. I think im gonna post signs at delcamps and stuff, too. maybe that will get me some new kids to watch, which would be fun and it usually pays well. Im really trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I mean, maybe a part of me still wants to do HDFS or education or something, but i can always do that later. Do i want to write? I mean, I like writing! but I dont know if i want to do it as a living. Maybe I shouldve chosen English instead of Journalism, but my advisor told me different! so who knows, I'm all frikkin screwed up, I guess!
Anyway, to Chu Mu Pi and the rest of the people at Penn State, Im gonna miss you! their will be a hole in my heart throughout the summer with you not there to share my day, my sightings ;), my weekends, my room, my food, my stories, my tears, my laughs, and much more with. I will miss you! but I'll see you on July 11, 2003 for Arts Fest...or the 10th! :)I love you all so much! cant wait to see most of you in WATTS next year!:)