the Never Ending Saga Of Amber
Alright so this entry is mainly to bitch! so deal with it and move on! hehehe. SO anyway Amber IMs me today with her usual "Hey Girl" and Im like "hey, How are ya?" and she says "Fine" and thats it. Not a "Oh im good how about you?" or "fine. you?" Nope! so i say to her "Oh Im good thanks for asking, but im sick so im going to lay down" she says "LOL". okay, this is not funny to me...i feel so bad for heather, i really do. She tries and tries to help amber understand and she just doesnt get it. I dont know if its because of her mental incapacities or just because shes Amber...either way i guess all we can do is keep trying, even if it is emotionally draining. Im so glad I got to know Heather. I feel like we should have been friends since we were like 5 years old. we get along really well. Even if her sexual preferences arent the same as mine, i still feel very secure having her as a friend. I'm glad she trusts me enough to talk about it. Heather, if your reading this, just know that im here for you all the time, not just as an online friend...im glad we know eachother! Personally, i think James is using Amber...is james mentally challenged as well? I'm not sure. Who knows! well another week as come and gone. The semester is flying! i met a guy tonight who was pretty cute in a dorkish sort of way. Anyway he helped me with my math! Im a complete moron when it comes to math. i just cant do it. Half of it is that i dont want to do it! I went to the doctor today and i found out i have stones in my saliva ducts. Now, ive never heard of this, but i guess its a true thing. I thought it was my teeth at first, but apparently not. I woke up this morning with a double chin...which i usually do not have. it was that swollen. and it hurts!! it hurts to swallow, to chew, to just not move anything at all it hurts. What a predicament and how it blows so much. Oh well! tomorrow i'll be on the good drugs! but anyway im off to do more homework for this endless saga of learning. i mean what have i really learned so far? something to think about i guess...more later!!!!! love ya lots! and love me more! heheheheeh nah! JK!