cause i am not a force to be reckoned with and you don't have a clue what you're messin' with...
and you can't see to the best of me cause it's more than your heart can take...
WOW.
last night was the howie day show at the tablernacle. we, of course, only went to see the opening act, anna nalick. she was, by far, worth the price of the ticket and then some. she's an amazing performer and i enjoyed the show so much. she was so cute! haha...she laughed so much and managed the trip about three times while trying to dance. chris, laina, and i were out on the floor. there were maybe three rows of people standing in front of us, so we had a great view. some people in beside us let laina stand in front of them because she was a foot shorter than the majority of the attenders around us. i'm pretty sure only about five other people knew all the words to every song she said. i, of course, was one of those people. ahh...it was INCREDIBLE. after she performed i talked to her for a little bit. she's SO sweet! i told her she was the only reason we came to the show, but then i remembered she had said she was good friends with howie, so i quickly managed an, "oh, i mean, howie is great too, but i just don't know that many songs". she autographed our tickets, then we said goodnight and left before howie day's crew had even finished setting up. we hit up krispy kreme and "jammed" out to some backstreet on the way home. another amazing music experience...
order of performance:
*citadel
*paper bag
*satellite
*consider this
*in my head
*breathe
*wreck of the day
*in the rough
*bleed
...i'm >pretty< sure that's right. it's close, at least. :)
so enough about concerts and shows. i'm too obsessed with music. anyways, we start back to school in 4 days. i'm excited about it, but it's still hard to think of myself as a sophomore. i don't like growing up...
there are some people that i call my friend, but we never talk or hang out or even see each other outside of school [which means it's been a while]. i've come to the conclusion that i need to either try a little harder to interact with those people, or just call things off completely. i don't like having "sorta friends". of course, it's preferable that i put forth more effort into being close, but then again it's useless unless the other party tries, also. maybe things will be worked out when school starts back.
isn't it odd how enemies are so amausing?
i'm going to work with mom all this week. i'm decorating her room and the hallway while she works on other things. i'm looking forward to it. i'll have to wake up early, so that'll help me get ready for thursday.
fall semester:
1st-biology/mauney
2nd-spanish 2/burgess [mommy!]
3rd-geometry/reynolds
4th-drama/burgess
...killer schedule, i know. plus i'm going to have drama, football cheerleading, competition cheerleading, and probably academic team practices. who has classes with me?
bleed----anna nalick
Well, it's been almost a year to the moment
When I finally realized it was over
And I knew that love wasn't good enough
Of a reason for me to stay
Well, I saw you yesterday; you were drivin'
And I tried so hard to forget
You were alive, and as you passed by I began to cry
Over things that I did not say
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
Yeah, yeah
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
Well, it takes all of my strength to be stable
And I force your insults under the table
And if you were wise you would compromise
And allow me to live my way
'Cause I am not a force to be reckoned with
And you don't have a clue what you're messin' with
And you can't see to the best in me
'Cause it's more than your heart can take
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
I'm awakening me
I'm awakening me, yeah
I'm awakening me
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
I'm takin' my heart and I'm settin' you free
And, baby, now you're just another song to me
And the edge of your sword isn't sharp enough for me
To bleed
WOW.
last night was the howie day show at the tablernacle. we, of course, only went to see the opening act, anna nalick. she was, by far, worth the price of the ticket and then some. she's an amazing performer and i enjoyed the show so much. she was so cute! haha...she laughed so much and managed the trip about three times while trying to dance. chris, laina, and i were out on the floor. there were maybe three rows of people standing in front of us, so we had a great view. some people in beside us let laina stand in front of them because she was a foot shorter than the majority of the attenders around us. i'm pretty sure only about five other people knew all the words to every song she said. i, of course, was one of those people. ahh...it was INCREDIBLE. after she performed i talked to her for a little bit. she's SO sweet! i told her she was the only reason we came to the show, but then i remembered she had said she was good friends with howie, so i quickly managed an, "oh, i mean, howie is great too, but i just don't know that many songs". she autographed our tickets, then we said goodnight and left before howie day's crew had even finished setting up. we hit up krispy kreme and "jammed" out to some backstreet on the way home. another amazing music experience...
order of performance:
*citadel
*paper bag
*satellite
*consider this
*in my head
*breathe
*wreck of the day
*in the rough
*bleed
...i'm >pretty< sure that's right. it's close, at least. :)
so enough about concerts and shows. i'm too obsessed with music. anyways, we start back to school in 4 days. i'm excited about it, but it's still hard to think of myself as a sophomore. i don't like growing up...
there are some people that i call my friend, but we never talk or hang out or even see each other outside of school [which means it's been a while]. i've come to the conclusion that i need to either try a little harder to interact with those people, or just call things off completely. i don't like having "sorta friends". of course, it's preferable that i put forth more effort into being close, but then again it's useless unless the other party tries, also. maybe things will be worked out when school starts back.
isn't it odd how enemies are so amausing?
i'm going to work with mom all this week. i'm decorating her room and the hallway while she works on other things. i'm looking forward to it. i'll have to wake up early, so that'll help me get ready for thursday.
fall semester:
1st-biology/mauney
2nd-spanish 2/burgess [mommy!]
3rd-geometry/reynolds
4th-drama/burgess
...killer schedule, i know. plus i'm going to have drama, football cheerleading, competition cheerleading, and probably academic team practices. who has classes with me?
bleed----anna nalick
Well, it's been almost a year to the moment
When I finally realized it was over
And I knew that love wasn't good enough
Of a reason for me to stay
Well, I saw you yesterday; you were drivin'
And I tried so hard to forget
You were alive, and as you passed by I began to cry
Over things that I did not say
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
Yeah, yeah
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
Well, it takes all of my strength to be stable
And I force your insults under the table
And if you were wise you would compromise
And allow me to live my way
'Cause I am not a force to be reckoned with
And you don't have a clue what you're messin' with
And you can't see to the best in me
'Cause it's more than your heart can take
And hide underneath my blankets and sheets
I'm finally free
I'm killin' the ghost of you, and I'm close to
Awakening me
I'm awakening me
I'm awakening me, yeah
I'm awakening me
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
And love's something that I wouldn't wanna live without
So I'm takin' my heart and I'm gettin' me out
On my own, my own, my own
I'm takin' my heart and I'm settin' you free
And, baby, now you're just another song to me
And the edge of your sword isn't sharp enough for me
To bleed