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I broke up with Jarred yesterday. I have been told some of my reasons were bullshit. if that's true, then it's true. but they were important to me and I only care if one person understands them and that's him. I saw him this morning and the first thing that went through my mind was "God, I want to take it back....I want to take it back" But as much as I do, I can't because the same things will happen again. TJ, I'm pretty sure hates me now, and I don't like the thought of that. he was my fdriend from the beginning of all this, and wasn't even very happy about us going out. But if that's what he wants to do, there's nothing I can do to change it.
Jarred, I hope you read this, and if you do, I don't know what else to say but I'm sorry. I made the mistake from the beginning and couldn't handle anything serious. I should have told you, because I know you could have dealt with it. It's my problem now, my loss. You really haven't lost anything, trust me. "Time heals all wounds" is what I;ve been told, but no matter how mu ch time goes by, I think I'll always have a scar.
Jarred, I hope you read this, and if you do, I don't know what else to say but I'm sorry. I made the mistake from the beginning and couldn't handle anything serious. I should have told you, because I know you could have dealt with it. It's my problem now, my loss. You really haven't lost anything, trust me. "Time heals all wounds" is what I;ve been told, but no matter how mu ch time goes by, I think I'll always have a scar.