so..
dear life:
when you seem to get rough, you always guarentee you will get better, so where the hell is my uphill? why am i not climbing...?
why do i lay on my bed sipping peppermint tea, and reading a book, or writing, instead of hanging out with friends. whycantibelatchedonacertianboysarm? why am i an outcast at school?
why can i figure things out? life, i need to know, at some point am i going to turn heads, am i going to be the one with all the friends?
i ask you all these questions, but i cant see or hear you, i watch you pass me by. and i wonder why am i not doing anything about it?
i wonder when i will find the guy that will make things go away, someone i can turn to? every now and then i really want a shoulder, i really do. but i am not ready to give my heart to anyone. it is already broken and i am waiting for the right healing mend.
life, i want to know if i will make it through you, with a victory at the end? am i going to be happy some where down this road? how many forks are there going to be? which road should i chose?
maybe i am just tired of sitting around, i want to be happy.... that is it....happy, i want to be happy and to be loved by someone i love too, maybe i am just too young....
i will always be too young.
one more thing life, pleasehelpmefiguremyselfout soon.
love,
roxy
when you seem to get rough, you always guarentee you will get better, so where the hell is my uphill? why am i not climbing...?
why do i lay on my bed sipping peppermint tea, and reading a book, or writing, instead of hanging out with friends. whycantibelatchedonacertianboysarm? why am i an outcast at school?
why can i figure things out? life, i need to know, at some point am i going to turn heads, am i going to be the one with all the friends?
i ask you all these questions, but i cant see or hear you, i watch you pass me by. and i wonder why am i not doing anything about it?
i wonder when i will find the guy that will make things go away, someone i can turn to? every now and then i really want a shoulder, i really do. but i am not ready to give my heart to anyone. it is already broken and i am waiting for the right healing mend.
life, i want to know if i will make it through you, with a victory at the end? am i going to be happy some where down this road? how many forks are there going to be? which road should i chose?
maybe i am just tired of sitting around, i want to be happy.... that is it....happy, i want to be happy and to be loved by someone i love too, maybe i am just too young....
i will always be too young.
one more thing life, pleasehelpmefiguremyselfout soon.
love,
roxy