[fic]cherie_morte: Dark Paradise
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Title: Dark Paradise
Writer:cherie_morte
Status of work: Salt_burn_porn 2014
Characters and/or pairings:Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: [Click to read]explicit sexual content, VERY dark!boys, blood play, breath play, and very graphic violence (including a minor), definite issues of consent on aspects of the sex
Length: 3552
Summary: AU after 3x16: He knew as soon as Dean rose up from the bones what it was he brought to life. And maybe Sam should have been horrified right there and right then, but he was giddy as he watched Dean kill. All he could think was it's really him, he even looks the same.
Reccer's notes: This is a very dark and twisted story, and so good. It captured Sam's desperation and resignation to his fate so perfectly that you ache. And Dean, oh my God, I don't really have words for it. Just go read, and you will see.
[Short excerpt]He takes Dean's hands in his own, a tender weight even now, and leads him to his feet, to the sink across the room. He rinses the blood off Dean's hands and face. The clothes are a lost cause, they'll burn them later. Dean closes his eyes and leans into Sam's touches, he looks muddled and trusting and it makes Sam's chest catch.
"You can't run off like this again, Dean," Sam tells him as he works the soap over his brother's wrists, lingering on the touch just because he can. Dean is here to hold and scrub clean and that's worth a little body count, isn't it? "You worried me. You know you're not supposed to be killing things without permission."
"She smelled wrong," he says. "She smelled all wrong, I didn't want to let her get away. Was I bad?"
Sam can't be stern now, not when Dean is as much a victim as the girl was. Not when his brother really can't figure out if disemboweling a six year old was a morally shady move. So his smile is soft when he replies, his voice low and soothing. "Shh, Dean. I'm gonna make it go away. We'll get this all cleaned up. It'll be fine."
Dean's eyes are as black as his deeds, but his smile is a little boys' smile, and Sam finally gets to be the one looked at like a hero.