[fic]balder12: These Clothes Don't Fit Us Right
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Title: These clothes don't fit us right
Writer:balder12
Alternate links: on Kamikaze Remix community; also on AO3
Status of work: complete, Kamikaze Remix 2012
Characters and/or pairings:Sam/Cas, unrequited Sam/Dean, past Dean/Cas, background Dean/Lisa
Rating:NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents: [Click to read]consensual D/s, consensual knifeplay/bloodplay, dubcon, character death
Length:16,000
Summary: Dean's in love with Lisa. Sam's in love with Dean. Castiel doesn't know whether he's in love with anyone. He's just trying to make sure that at least one of his worlds doesn't end.
Reccer's notes: Kamikaze remix challenge is where the remix authors did another take on a fic by another author. In this story, the original story is de_nugis's Sassy story Choosing my confessions. It's a story mainly from Sam's POV. This remix was from Castiel's POV. They are both brilliant.
I really like this take on Castiel, because you really get the feeling that he is indeed thousands of years old, and not human. The human niceties and social rules are something kind of beyond and beneath him at the same time. But he did get big things in detail, like not using his angel power to remove Sam's clothes, because the last angel who used angel power on Sam was Lucifer.