[fic] golden_cyborg: Not skin deep, you're in my soul
[ Jared/Jensen ]
Title: Not skin deep, you're in my soul
Writer: golden_cyborg
Alternate links: spnkink_meme fill
Status of work: Complete in four chapters
Characters and/or pairings: Alpha!Jensen/Omega!Jared
Rating: NC-17
Warnings, kinks & contents:[Click to read]Rape/Non-con, language, kidnapping, abuse, angst, A/B/O stuff, graphic violence, amnesia and Chad
Length: 25,590
Summary: Mated Omegas bond with their Alpha on a biological level, so completely that their body resists sexual advances from anyone else. Repeated knotting can make an Omega’s body accept a new Alpha, but the new mating bond overwrites the old one, erasing it not just from an Omega’s body, but from their mind as well.
Reccer's notes: I've been following this fill for a while and was so happy to see it completed. A wonderfully harrowing journey of loss and discovery as Jared and Jensen discover that sometimes you can't get back what you had, you can only deal with what is left.
* Please heed warnings.
[Short excerpt]It's stifling hot, the air heavy with the smell of rotting wood and mildew. There’s a constant sound, repetitive and steady as the pulse of a heart, and at first Jared thinks it’s just the blood rushing through his throbbing head. Things are moving, too, so maybe that’s what it is. He needs to have . . . he needs . . .
Whatever is that Jared needs, it’s important, but his head is a hundred pounds of metal splinters, and his limbs wont move, and nothing makes sense. After a while he hears whimpering, realizes it’s him, and his muzzy mind is so detached from his physical reaction, he’s actually embarrassed for himself.
If only . . . could see him now. Who could see him now? Jared feels a spike of panic in his chest. Something is very, very wrong.