[Fic] mneiai: Lemon
[ Het: Dean/Tessa ]
Title: Lemon
Writer: mneiai
Alternate links: AO3
Status of work: complete
Characters and/or pairings: Dean/Tessa
Rating: adult
Warnings, kinks & contents: [Click to read]self harm, autoerotic asphyxiation, suicidal ideation, character death (Dean)
Length: 690 words
Summary: ...making promises he knew only she could keep....
Reccer's notes: This ficlet is not only one for a very rarely written kink but also a sensitive exploration of Dean's headspace in season 4. Gorgeous and tragic!
[Short excerpt]That's probably where it started. He'd been bored, lonely, and reading too many posts on some porn message board. It seemed like something he could get behind, something he could control while being out of control. It was clean, wouldn't leave the mess that his favorite knife left against his thigh, dripping down onto whatever ratty sheets he sat on in the middle of the night. And he didn't have to trust anyone else with it, didn't have to ask anyone to give him what he might need.