Fmix: When You're Gone - Kevin Ryan/Javier Esposito
Okay, first off I watched Castle season 1 when it natually aired and liked it but than I sorta lost interest because of IRL things so I missed a lot of season two. Thankfully though I'm learning from my HORRIBLE mistake of not watching when its on. The past two weeks my boytoy got seasons one and two on dvd so I could catch up and I've been watching season three as it airs. So because I've missed out on so much I figured I'd catch up on ships and all that. Course as the Castle fandom grows as does the fanfic and by god its amazing. I ship Caskett much like pretty much the whole fandom does but I've also come to love the ship that is Kevin Ryan/Javier Esposito (aka Ryspostio/Roach and my personal shippy name for them is Kevier). So with me reading fic I landed on a death fic that actually had me BAWLING my eyes out because it was so amazing. I won't ruin it and tell you which boy dies but yeah YOU SHOULD READ IT just so this death!mix makes better sense. The mix is roughly two stages; before and after either boy's death just so you're not confused by some of the songs. I didn't want it extremely depressing because trust me I could of made it WAY worse.
Warning: this fanmix is VERY SLASHY HAPPPPPPPY
1. i wasn't prepared - eisley
When the morning came
The bees flew down and
Wrapped themselves around me
And that's when i spoke the word
To have them trace your face for me in pollen
But, i wasn't prepared for this
Oh, i wasn't prepared for this
2. without you - breaking benjamin
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fight never ends
I can't face the dark without you
3. if today was your last day - nickelback
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
4. the end - evanesence
Instrumental/choir
5. fix you - coldplay
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
6. memories - within temptation
Together in all these memories,
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time.
7. i'd come for you - nickelback
No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember
You know I'll always come for you
8. we are broken - paramore
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me, yeah
9. you're the one - rev theory
You're the one
You are the hurt inside of me
And you are the one that makes me weak
10. when you're gone - avril lavigne
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
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Warning: this fanmix is VERY SLASHY HAPPPPPPPY
1. i wasn't prepared - eisley
When the morning came
The bees flew down and
Wrapped themselves around me
And that's when i spoke the word
To have them trace your face for me in pollen
But, i wasn't prepared for this
Oh, i wasn't prepared for this
2. without you - breaking benjamin
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fight never ends
I can't face the dark without you
3. if today was your last day - nickelback
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
4. the end - evanesence
Instrumental/choir
5. fix you - coldplay
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
6. memories - within temptation
Together in all these memories,
I see your smile.
All of the memories I hold dear.
Darling you know I'll love you,
Til the end of time.
7. i'd come for you - nickelback
No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember
You know I'll always come for you
8. we are broken - paramore
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me, yeah
9. you're the one - rev theory
You're the one
You are the hurt inside of me
And you are the one that makes me weak
10. when you're gone - avril lavigne
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
DOWNLOAD THE ZIP
(COMES WITH THE COVER/BACK ART)