Feb 22, 2005 22:28
Well it’s February vacation and I usually see my dearest friends at least once during this joyous time but this year's different. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sad in any way, so let me tell you the good stuff first. I went to Kathryn’s birthday party on Saturday. Although the other Kathryn (who was invited) didn’t go I had an awesome time. Sunday was even better. I went on a date with Kathryn (the one whose birthday it was). We ate at a good restaurant and saw The Wedding Date, an adorable movie. Today was good. I went out and bought everything I had my eye on. Okay, so now the sad part… although I’m not sad. I miss my friend who I haven’t talked to since before vacation. And I know why my friend hasn’t called but I don’t know why I haven’t tried calling before. Alright, whatever. I was cruel and blah, blah, blah: crap. I made fun. So what? I make fun of everyone. But I did make it clear that I liked this person. So I guess I’m just upset because I know everything I did wrong and I’m praying that it won’t effect our twisted friendship. And I know why this person hasn’t called (I’m not retarded) but I hope I’ll get a call eventually and at least I know we’ll talk after vacation. And if you read my journal before I talk to you... call me!