sometimes things are hard to hear.
sometimes things happen to your friends that you wish you could take back more than anything in the world. and there's nothing you can do about it...your getting upset only upsets them more so. there is no easy solution. sometimes you just have to watch as your friends are incredibly hurt. the only thing you can do is sit in the room and support them. which i can be bad at when i disagree with how things are being handled. especially to this degree.
and i won't mention particulars or even give any clues. this is bar none one of the worst things that's happened since i've been in college. and i am so hurt for my friend.
i had a horrible day yesterday. HORRIBLE. i woke up after about 3 hours of sleep. and went to take an exam i most certainly failed. i walked out of my apartment and this retarded bloomington fucking white trash townie goes 'hey what's up, shamu!' ...
wow. i was speechless. that's what jennifer yeager and anna leer and dan goldstien used to call me on the bus when we were in elementary school. wow.
the exam was awful and when i got out of class i thought things would get better. i ate some mexican food. i took a nap. i picked up from lauren. i was high. things were alright. and then i found out this horrible news about my friend. and then i found out some other horrible news about my other friend...and i felt like an asshole in both cases. just an asshole of a day.
so i came home to watch some freaks and geeks and fell asleep by 1. today has got to be better.
it's amazing how much hate and ignorance there is in the world.
and i won't mention particulars or even give any clues. this is bar none one of the worst things that's happened since i've been in college. and i am so hurt for my friend.
i had a horrible day yesterday. HORRIBLE. i woke up after about 3 hours of sleep. and went to take an exam i most certainly failed. i walked out of my apartment and this retarded bloomington fucking white trash townie goes 'hey what's up, shamu!' ...
wow. i was speechless. that's what jennifer yeager and anna leer and dan goldstien used to call me on the bus when we were in elementary school. wow.
the exam was awful and when i got out of class i thought things would get better. i ate some mexican food. i took a nap. i picked up from lauren. i was high. things were alright. and then i found out this horrible news about my friend. and then i found out some other horrible news about my other friend...and i felt like an asshole in both cases. just an asshole of a day.
so i came home to watch some freaks and geeks and fell asleep by 1. today has got to be better.
it's amazing how much hate and ignorance there is in the world.