Jun 05, 2005 23:58
this had been an interesting weekend. friday was payday, and my check was about what i figured, not as good as i wanted, due to all the rain. but i can pay the bills that are due.
on sat night, i went to Gils with my ex-gf marie, for a benefit show, i saw a bunch of people that i hadn't seen in a while. so that was good. it is kinda weird to go out with marie(no,we are not dating). we have remained friends, and i am happy for that. she seems like she is finally trying to get her life going in the right direction. i found out from Tim and Dave, that Revery is playing the FM-99 Lunatic Luau. that is really cool, I am glad that things are falling into place for the band.
on sunday i worked, and it was hot as hell, my shoulders got a bit to much sun, and they are sore as i write this. i spoke to my dad tonight. and he seemed in good spirits. he is finally able to walk up and down the stairs, and was able to spend sometime sitting out on aunt barbara's patio. of course as far as my sister is concerened my dad is in denial, and he is not getting any better. my attitude is that if this is what gives him a positive feeling, than who are we to deny him that. recovering from cancer, is mental as much as physical, so if he is happy, good for him.
i spent much of the night talking to my friend jessica. her estranged BF troy was "supposed" to come into town, and see her tonight, and AGAIN he did not. this has been going on for a few months, i don't understand why she doesn't tell him to just F**K off. but it is her life. she had been seeing a guy by the name of greg, and he told her that he can't deal with their age difference. everytime she likes someone they screw her over.
the worst part is.....She knows i like her and want to date her, but she won't because she is afraid it will screw up our "strong" friendship, i have told her that this is not the case, but until she can believe that herself, there is nothing i can do about it. in the past month i am the only one that has not screwed her over. we have argued at times, but the friendship is a s strong as ever. i KNOW that if we were to date, it would be a very healthy, long lasting relationship.
this week it is supposed to be hot, but at least the car wash should be busy. i need the money LOL
thats all for now.......