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It's so scary to think I know someone and then finally realize... I know nothing about them. I know everything is all there I'm just always so optimistic. I don't realize the hurt and the pain people are going through. I look at the exterior and everything looks fine.. and I accept it. Maybe I'm just being a bad friend by not noticing this. Maybe if you didn't work so much, I could get to know you a little better, best friend. I know there's nothing I can do about it but I wish you weren't going so far away. Mo's staying here... I'm just so afraid to lose my best friends.
I got into a huge fight with Kurt and I alway feel so bad for doing it... I'm just sick of not being able to say how I feel. I'm sick of hurting him. I feel like I'm having a relationship with 8 people right now. I never see him... or talk to him one on one. Things are fun with everyone else but I just want some time with him. He kept throwing Steve in my face. If you say it's over, let it go. It's obviously not over. If you don't trust me, then don't lie to me. Things that secretly bother you always come out when you're upset... but you know.. I never liked Steve. I spent hours with Kile though (who I think is a really great guy) and when he tried to kiss me I said no and I left. I don't think you know if I have will power or not. I do... I knew what I was doing when I did it... and that situation was the same as whats been happening for the past couple weeks. I never talk to you... so I find someone who will. Me and you need to work on this stuff. Without Matt involved.
School. Senior Comp=lots of work Psych=easiest class yet Pre-Calc=harder than I thought
Powderpuff should be fun. I cant wait to decorate shirts and pants for that and homecomming. 2007 seniors :] yaaaaaaay!!!
I got into a huge fight with Kurt and I alway feel so bad for doing it... I'm just sick of not being able to say how I feel. I'm sick of hurting him. I feel like I'm having a relationship with 8 people right now. I never see him... or talk to him one on one. Things are fun with everyone else but I just want some time with him. He kept throwing Steve in my face. If you say it's over, let it go. It's obviously not over. If you don't trust me, then don't lie to me. Things that secretly bother you always come out when you're upset... but you know.. I never liked Steve. I spent hours with Kile though (who I think is a really great guy) and when he tried to kiss me I said no and I left. I don't think you know if I have will power or not. I do... I knew what I was doing when I did it... and that situation was the same as whats been happening for the past couple weeks. I never talk to you... so I find someone who will. Me and you need to work on this stuff. Without Matt involved.
School. Senior Comp=lots of work Psych=easiest class yet Pre-Calc=harder than I thought
Powderpuff should be fun. I cant wait to decorate shirts and pants for that and homecomming. 2007 seniors :] yaaaaaaay!!!