what makes me irritable

[rockoversf]

eating shitty food
puking that shitty food up
thinking i am going to die from colon cancer (and probably will)
finding mice shit on my bedroom floor
people who are stupid
nasty men who cross the line
being in constantly cold places that make my nipples hard for too long
wanting something i can't have
desire
friends leaving after a short visit
missing calls RIGHT after they have been missed
people laughing at me when i don't feel good
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