Dec 08, 2005 10:27
ok, so now i am sitting in the library for a little while before i ot get something to eat. i resent spending money on food, but i won't be home til like 8 so i need to eat something. i don't feel like it, but i should listen to my stomach and head. so my team meeting was this morning and i lead it. kinda disappointing... i thought my team had more respect for me than they acted like. oh well, what can you do? it seems like everyone really doesn't want to be here and its even more apparent that no one wants to do their job. at least make use of your time here! well, i am one to talk, i am writing in my live journal, aren't i? ha. so i have no money. see for yourself:
$150 food stamps given to me a month and a half ago. Food Stamps- $0
December 7th paycheck $134 Utility bills due December 9th- $60 $134-$60= $74 December 15th paycheck $134 $74 + $134= $208 December 21st paycheck $134 $134+ $208= $342 Rent due that day - $250 $342-$250= $92
Wow, I have more than I thought I did. But you have to remember, I have things to buy and I am traveling home. This actually makes me a little bit happier because now I can buy some christmas presents. :) I am not sure what I have in my account right now but I know its not much! I guess I have what I need and thats all that matters right about now. Right? I am really not looking forward to going home. I have like 5 people that think they are getting all of my time...Steph, Matt, Rachel, Lauren, and Mom. I have never been good at spreading myself out evenly. I know I will go to Asheville and see Lauren and then that will be out of the way, but the others are going to be constant. Mom says she has first dibs on my time and I really want to spend time with her. She says we are going to bake cookies when I come home. So exciting! I might even wear an apron! I bet we are a funny sight in the kitchen together. We will make ourselves sick too. Mom doesn't have self-control when it comes to sweets so I guess I never learned it either. We have fun though. I am really going to miss Kris though. I don't even want to think about it. It will be SO exciting to see her after coming home. Matt and Robert are driving me back up here and staying for a few days. I don't have any place to put them. Maybe I'll have them bring an air mattress...yeah, thats what I'll do. It will be annoying to want to be with Kris but have to entertain them. They'll have to deal. I'mnot saying I'll ignore them, but I will want to be with my Krissie! ok, its about time that I shut my stomach up. It is so loud! Food Time!